Friday, April 19, 2024

☀️TOILS UNDER THE SUN

It really is senseless to work so hard from early morning till late at night, toiling to make a living for fear of not having enough. God can provide for his lovers, even while they sleep! Psalm 127:2 

God, I need your grace. I can’t do this without you. I know—I’ve tried. I’ve done everything I can to make things go the right way. Striving, toiling, doing everything I know to do, yet my labor amounts to nothing. It’s all in vain and I have toiled in my own strength and I come before you to repent.

You are my source of provision. There is nothing I need that you won’t provide. My heart was torn because I wasn’t trusting you, blinded by worry and anxiety, but then you came. You stripped the veils from my eyes and showed me the futility of fear and the power of your love.

Lord, thank you! I invite you into my past. Rewrite my history, so I find you in every valley, desert and wilderness. I give you permission to uncover every fleck of disappointment used to discover your purpose in my life.

Even during my darkest of valleys, shine your light, so I may see how your power of faithful love smiled and held me close even when I was veiled and unable to see.

Thank you in advance for revealing the strongholds of deception as you dismantle the shadows that hinder my faith. I see that I am your tapestry, one single thread woven at a time leading to the next thread until your woven tapestry can be revealed in my life.

I welcome walk you in my garden; where threads of remembrance have been tangled, knotted and tied off to begin a new thread with flowers of every spectacular color. I can breathe again knowing each new thread leads to your beautiful blooms within my tapestry garden. 

I am so thankful to see every season contains a record of your love with lessons to be learned. Every tear has become a fragrant flower—the scent of unyielding devotion. 

You are the master weaver of my life—the glory of my past, the peace in the present, and the wisdom for the future. Your love is eternal.

The fragrance of your grace is released upon the winds blowing upon my heart. I can smell it. It’s thrilling! I can feel it blowing from heaven—cool and refreshing. Thank you for visiting me with words that release my heart into freedom. Your love melts away my fear. I will rest in you. I trust you. I love you! 🌷

Saturday, April 13, 2024

🫚 ROOT OF MARAH

Righteousness is revealed every time you judge. Because of the strength of your forgiveness, your anger does not break out every day even though you are a righteous Judge. Psalm 7:11

Father, your forgiveness knows no bounds. Your loves is constant - never changing. It is not limited, even by your righteous anger. Your love remains today, tomorrow and forever. Lord heal my mind so every thought is like yours. Give me grace as I learn to forgive; heal me of memories that trigger painful emotions. Let the healing power that flowed from your hands so long ago still reach to mend me now.

I refuse to be held prisoner by bitterness and offense. No matter what anyone has done to me, and regardless of how unfair or terrible it was, I refuse to live in torment. I make the decision today to live in the freedom purchased for me on the cross by Jesus. Anytime I see those who hurt me, I hear their names, or a thought pops up about them, I will arrest that thought and give it to you Father God!

Father please flood every organ and cell, even the blood that flows through my veins, with your heavenly glory. Strengthen my bones, muscles, and ligaments, so I can release forgiveness to them, even if I have to do it many times each day. All sickness and disease must bow to your mighty power— the stripes of Calvary have sealed this promise. I declare health and healing are mine—body, soul, and spirit. 

I have made the decision to feel empowered by hope, joy and your peace instead of anger and resentment to rule my imaginations. Pour out your love, so fear cannot abide. I release unforgiveness and bitterness so they do not poison my soul. Touch every fiber of my being so I will enjoy the long and vibrant life you created. Help me see through your eyes those who’ve hurt me as I lift them up to your care. I lay aside my right to be angry or hurt and let every thought of mine line up with yours so that I may be victorious! In Jesus Name I pray! 


Friday, April 5, 2024

🏹🛡️BATTLE READY

When we read the Psalms, we ready our hearts to hear from the Spirit.   

Let us read Psalm 18 once again. As we meditate on these words, the Spirit of the Lord comes; his love beckons our hearts with feelings of warmth. As we sit quietly for a moment in adoration for our Savior ponder the cost.  

This could be dangerous. . . . It could cost you everything—your identity, your friends, perhaps even your life. You may be hesitant to say yes, but the thought of remaining in the mundane safety of a church pew no longer seems inviting. You are moving towards holiness and purity as you step over the threshold of His presence. This is a place that drives out all fear. A deep passion for Jesus, our Bridegroom rises within your soul. Your thoughts take hold and you imagine His piercing eyes for a moment and then your eyes travel to gaze upon your wedding garments. Your spirit stirs forcefully within you, dancing above every other thought and your heart cries, “Yes Jesus! I am Yours forever.”

Dear Father, your Word has taught me well. You’ve trained me with the weapons of warfare-worship; now I will stand in the battle with power to chase and conquer my foes.Your love has emboldened me. In the middle of the fiercest battle, my arms are lifted high in praise. I know where my help comes from; it comes from you.

My eyes will remain fixed on you, even when the crashing waves threaten to tear apart my lil boat at sea. I believe in your love and trust its goodness. You teach me the ways of rest, so I can ride through my storm. Even when I cannot sense your presence, you are here with me. Your love steadies me and is the light that strengthened my steps against the voices of fear.  I am comforted by your word as the strongest weapon in my arsenal- the power of Your Spirit upon my lips contradicts all the chaos that surrounds me. 

The enemy doesn’t stand a chance when I fight from my knees with a worshiping heart. My lips will declare your truth, wielding a blow that destroys every opposition. When I live for you, nothing is wasted and my trial of stormy waves become the foundation for my future victories. Through it, I get to know you like I never have to discover your faithfulness in the midst of pain.I love you Father and I am grateful! 🌻

Thursday, April 4, 2024

🌷ENTHRONE MY HEART



My insides are turned inside out;
    specters of death have me down.
I shake with fear,
    I shudder from head to foot.
“Who will give me wings,” I ask—
    “wings like a dove?”
Get me out of here on dove wings;
    I want some peace and quiet.
I want a walk in the country,
    I want a cabin in the woods.
I’m desperate for a change
    from rage and stormy weather. Psalm 55:4-8


This is our wilderness …How often do we wish we could fly away and escape it all! If only there was a place to run that provides much needed rest and peace. A place far away where no one could find us to retreat to an all inclusive cabin away from our daily storms!

When I feel this way, I often pray To The Lord, don’t let my heart grow dim. Don’t let these difficult circumstances steal the affection I have for you, by overwhelming my mind with worries. All I want to do is get as far away from the stress as I can and shake-off the heaviness. If only I could hide myself leaving it all behind.

But I know that’s not the answer. 

The truth is …God you are the peace that surpasses all understanding. You are my cabin retreat and I don’t need to run anywhere other than sit in your presence and repent for worry, for every thought out of alignment with your will. Sometimes, this means shutting out everything and everyone for just a half hour or sitting in the sunshine letting your rays encourage me. I must choose the path that leads to you no matter how hard it is to find. One day without you and trouble finds me either in my actions or in my opinions, but one thought of you, one word of praise and I find myself sitting above my storm. Thank You Father!!

I begin to pray, God Infuse me with your grace, so I can stand in the midst of this storm. As I lean into you to clear away the cobwebs of confusion that plague my thoughts, I feel a warmth begin to build! Please Touch my mind in the areas that have been ensnared by the enemy of my soul. Touch my eyes, so I can see things from your perspective. Touch my ears so your whisper reaches my heart. Breathe fresh resolve into my lungs so my faith expands upward. I know everything I need to get through comes from you.t  Thank you Jesus. 🕊️

O God-Enthroned in heaven, I lift my eyes toward you in worship.

The way I love you is like the way a servant wants to please his master, the way a maid waits for the orders of her mistress.We look to you, our God, with passionate longing to please you and discover more of your mercy and grace.For we’ve had more than our fill of this scoffing and scorn—this mistreatment by the wealthy elite. Lord, show us your mercy! Lord, show us your grace! 

Let us pray for mercy and favor from the Lord, and He shall give them to us. Be alert to His signals!

Be attentive to people who reach out to you, verses that come to mind, and promptings from the Holy Spirit. Keep your eyes open for God’s responses to you.



Wednesday, March 27, 2024

TO HIDE IN HIM 🕊️

Many blessings are waiting for all who turn aside to hide themselves in him! Psalm 2:12

From the depths of my 💜 heart, I draw life from your living waters of love. Walking step-by-step with you brings joy unlike anything I have ever known. Waiting in my secret place of prayer, completely devoted to let your Word illuminates my path. 

I flourish —No matter the season, no matter where I go, I am blessed knowing I am covered and protected by your presence. I am so thankful you have brought me close—right into the brilliance of your glory. 

Your embrace is like a lullaby and I sleep soundly, knowing I’ll awake in the place of safety and bliss. Your arms are a shield that cannot be penetrated by the sharpest of arrows as I hide myself with your greatness. You are my awe-inspiring God - whom I love. The way you watch over me infuses me with confidence and courage to discover your eternal purposes. I find I can stand on my own two feet again because you are with me.

In you, I am truly 🦋 alive. You are my Source; I am established in you!

Sunday, February 4, 2024

JACOB’S SONS

First, the tribes of the Old Testament for clarity are really 13 tribes—that’s right!

You see, the 12 original tribes all came from the 12 sons of Jacob, whom the Lord had later renamed Israel. When Joseph’s older brothers sold him into slavery, it was the beginning of a long and painful separation from his family. After reuniting with his father, Jacob promised to compensate for Joseph’s years of separation by adopting two sons, Manasseh Ma-nasa and Ephraim, as his own to be numbered with his sons in place of Joseph.
 
And now your two sons, Ephraim and Manasseh, who were born to you in the land of Egypt before I came to you in Egypt, are mine; as Reuben and Simeon, they shall be mine” (Genesis 48:5). 

When Joseph’s two sons were counted as tribes in the place of their father, we now have 14 tribes. One reason that we still continue to hear of only 12 tribes through the Bible is because after the Levites were chosen to be the priests for all Israel, they were excluded from receiving any specific territory of land as inheritance. Instead, they were to defuse among all the tribes as teachers and priests. 

Only the tribe of Levi you shall not number, nor take a census of them among the children of Israel” (Numbers 1:49). 

If we look at who was seated at the Last Supper, the answer is 13—the 12 Apostles, and Jesus as their high priest. During the Passover, 13 tribes presented themselves: the “regular” 12 tribes and then the Levites serving as the priests. 

Also, if it were important to the Lord to only use the 12 different literal tribes in equal numbers to comprise the 144,000, wouldn’t we expect Jesus to choose His Apostles in a similar fashion? 

But it does not appear to have mattered to Jesus that his apostles were from the 12 different tribes of Israel, for most of His apostles were from the tribe of Judah. The exceptions are Matthew-Levi, who was probably from the tribe Levi, and Paul, who was from the tribe of Benjamin (Romans 11:1). 

Additionally, the 12 tribes in the Old Testament were very unequal in population size. Judah was very large, while Benjamin was very small. Indeed, God divided the Promised Land amongst the tribe according to the proportion of their population needs. 

Yet with the 144,000, it’s exactly 12,000 per tribe across the board. This is another strong clue that it is not speaking of the literal tribes of Israel. 

Next let’s look at the names of the tribes and why did God go to the trouble of specifically naming the 12 tribes when listing the 144,000? 

Could it be one of the first and most compelling clues that there must be some hidden spiritual meaning to the tribes listed in Revelation 7. Let’s assume so! 

Remember, this is the only time the sons of Jacob are arranged in this order—and even more specifically, the way in which they are ordered says something too. 

First, Joseph and Levi are included, while Ephraim and Dan are left out. Why? Well perhaps it is because the names are symbolic in meaning and prophecies state: “Dan shall be a serpent by the way, A viper by the path” (Genesis 49:17). 

It may also be because the name Dan means “judge,” and the 144,000 are a special group who are sealed and vindi- cated at this point. 

As far as Ephraim, the Bible declares, “Ephraim is joined to idols, Let him alone” (Hosea 4:17). 

And curiously, Ruben, the firstborn, is listed as second, while Judah, the fourth offspring, is listed as the first! 

So the order of these names makes no sense unless we allow the names to speak for themselves; then, perhaps, we will see God is trying to communicate a special message to us through their names. 

When Jews named their babies, the names nearly always had some definite meaning that depicted some characteristic of the child or event connected with their birth. 

Notice how the wives of Jacob, Rachael, and Leah proclaimed a statement defining the meaning of the son’s names as they were born. 

In Genesis 29:32-35, we read, “So Leah conceived and bore a son, and she called his name Reuben; for she said, ‘The LORD has surely looked on my affliction. Now therefore, my husband will love me.’ Then she conceived again and bore a son, and said, ‘Because the LORD has heard that I am unloved, He has therefore given me this son also.’ And she called his name Simeon. She conceived again and bore a son, and said, ‘Now this time my husband will become attached to me, because I have borne him three sons.’ Therefore his name was called Levi. And she conceived again and bore a son, and said, ‘Now I will praise the LORD.’ Therefore she called his name Judah.” 

As you continue reading the narrative of each of the births of Jacob’s sons, Rachel and Leah made similar prophetic statements for all 12 of the sons regarding the meanings of their names.

Here are the names of the tribes listed for the 144,000, in the order in which Revelation 7 lists them, and their corresponding Hebrew meanings as found in Scripture:

  1. Judah means “I will praise the Lord”

  2. Ruben means “He has looked on me”

  3. Gad means “Given good fortune”

  4. Asher means “Happy am I”

  5. Naphtali means “My wrestling”

  6. Manasseh means “Making me to forget”

  7. Simeon means “God hears me”

  8. Levi means “Joined to me”

  9. Issachar means “Purchased Me”

  10. Zebulun means “Dwelling”

  11. Joseph means “Will add to me”

  12. Benjamin means “Son of His right hand”

Now checkout the remarkable part! When we line up the meanings of their names according to the way they appear listed in Revelation, it’s an encouraging hidden message of our spiritual journey to become the Bride of Christ!

I will praise the Lord [for] he has looked on me [and] given good fortune. Happy am I. [In] my wrestling, God is making me to forget. [But] God hears me [and is] joined to me. [He has] purchased me [a] dwelling [and] will add to me [the] Son of His right hand.

These order of names is really a summarization of our struggle, redemption, victory, and ultimate marriage to the Lamb. I love the Word of God!  

It’s so worth studying and it’s evident that this is a special message of encouragement for those all of us who find victory in our Savior Jesus.

Monday, January 29, 2024

JOHN 3:16

John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

This story is told of a young man in an upper Northern city who had lost his parents in a car accident and was left to fend for himself. The young man would go out every day and try to sell newspapers to help get food to eat. One particular cold day, with several feet of snow on the ground, he was out as usual, trying to sell his newspapers. Because of the cold weather, he wasn’t selling many papers. He walked up to a policeman and asked, “Mister, you don’t know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight, do you? I sleep in a box around the corner and down the alley, and it’s awful cold in there at night. It sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay.” 

The policeman looked down at the boy and told him, “Go down the street to the big white house and knock on the door. When they open the door, just tell them ‘John 3:16’ and they will let you in.” 

This seemed very strange and weird to the young boy, but nevertheless, there was something in the policeman’s eyes that he felt he could trust, so he promised him that he would do it, and then off he went. He walked down the street until he came to the big white house. Hesitantly he walked up to the door and got up enough nerve to ring the doorbell. After a very brief moment, sure enough, this very nice elderly lady came to the door and said, “Yes, may I help you?” The young man just followed the instructions he had been given and very softly and gingerly said, “John 3:16.” 

Immediately the woman’s expression changed. She said to the him, “Oh, my goodness, come on in, come on in; it is so cold outside. Come over and warm yourself by the nice fireplace, and I’ll be right back.” 

He was mesmerized by what had just happened. He very quickly went over to the blazing fireplace that felt so incredibly great. He couldn’t remember the last time he was that warm and unthawed. He thought to himself, “John 3:16 . . . I don’t understand it, but it sure makes a boy feel warm.” In just a few short minutes, it seemed, the lady came back and took him into this lovely dining room where a gigantic bowl of hot chicken soup was waiting, along with some hot, fresh bread. The lady said, “Eat as much as you like; there is plenty more where that came from.” The boy ate and ate, until he couldn’t eat another bite. 

Again he thought, “John 3:16 . . . I still don’t understand, but it surely makes a hungry boy feel full.” The night was pressing in, and the lady took him upstairs to a huge bathtub filled with warm water. As he soaked in that warm, sudsy water, he thought, “John 3:16 . . . even though I don’t understand it, it sure makes a dirty boy feel clean.” When he had finished and had nightclothes on, the lady came and got him. She took him into a bedroom and tucked him into a big feather bed, pulling the covers up to his neck and kissing him goodnight. 

As he lay there in the darkness, falling off to sleep, he thought, “John 3:16 . . . I don’t understand it yet, but it sure makes a tired boy feel rested.” The next morning when he awakened, the lady came and took him back to the dining table filled with food. 

After he had eaten, she sat down next to him, with a Bible in her hand, and asked him, “Do you understand John 3:16?” “No, ma’am,” he answered. “The first time I ever heard it was last night when the policeman told me to say ‘John 3:16.’” 

She opened the Bible to John 3:16 and explained to him about Jesus. Right there he gave his life to Jesus, thinking, “John 3:16 . . . I don’t understand it completely, but it sure makes a lost boy feel safe.”


Don’t be deceived, misconceived, or swayed; the anointing is still about John 3:16: “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life”. 

☀️TOILS UNDER THE SUN

It really is senseless to work so hard from early morning till late at night, toiling to make a living for fear of not having enough. God ca...